Sunday, 27 July 2014

Happy Eid Day

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Ramadhan is going to leave us in just few hours more. Hope that our good deeds are accepted by Him.

So, celebrate your Eid Day as happy as you can. We don't know what's going to happen. Maybe this is our last time meeting Ramadhan. Who knows?

Err... Let me do some speech in Malay or shall I say a little bit Manglish. Hehehe.

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims on this earth. I want to apology to all persons that I know and know me. Andai ada TERkutuk kat belakang, TERpaksa buat benda yg tak suka, TERbagi terasa hati, TERpinjam or ambil harta benda without permission dan segala mak nenek yang sewaktu dengannya lah, mohon dimaafkan ya. 0/0 lah ya. Sama2 kita perbaiki kesilapan yang telah kita lakukan dan jadi manusia yang lebih baik. Moga diistiqamahkan amalan2 yang kita lakukan sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ini. Semoga Syawal yang menjelang tiba akan lebih bermakna dari yang sebelumnya. Sedang sibuk kita bergembira tu nanti, jangan dilupa pada yang tiada. Ingat, kita juga akan merasa benda sama suatu hari nanti. So, last words, Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf zahir dan batin.

Wassalamualaikum w.b.t.

Sunday, 20 July 2014


Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Since this Ramadhan, I got many hardship. My life turn upside down and be toughs. What I'm thinking is, I'm afraid that I may lose everyone I used to love. My parents, my siblings, my teachers, my friends and my Opah.


1 Ramadhan, 29 July.
My friends got into a fight and it is a really serious fight. I can't tell you the reason because it's their secrets. This thing mess me up when one of my friends has give up with the other one. Actually, she felt that many time, but I'm the one who prevent her from giving up. I always and keep encourage her to work harder for this friendship if she really want to become her friend. But it has been a hundred time. So, she really fed up with her. She didn't want to hear anything about her anymore. It make me sad because I feel like I'm failed to consolidate them. Although they are giving up for each other, but I'm not. I'll still try my best to get them together again.

12 Ramadhan, 10 July.
In a fine morning, my school was shocked by a news. We were all notified that a person who used to be a teacher at that school, has already gone. Tears can't stop flowing from everyone's eyes. The same goes to me. Cikgu Fuziah, yeah, that's her name. Cikgu, why you have to go before seeing us success. What making me more sad is I'm not being able to say sorry for all my sins toward you, cikgu. I did a lot.

19 Ramadhan, 17 July.
It's a really good day when I'm at school that day. But in the next day, 20 Ramadhan, when I'm back from hostel, I got a really shocked news. My Opah, a person who I used to love her so much, gone. I don't know what to respond my mother when she first told me about it. She didn't fetch me because she say she didn't want to interrupt me from doing the examinations. This make me hate PT3. Arrgghh! Why? Why do I have to face all of this. Opah, why you leave me so early. I want to show you my results with my own hand but why? Opah, I'm sorry that I couldn't be there when you were buried. I can't see your face for the last time. Opah, last time I see you was in March's holiday. I really miss you. I really love you. I wanna see your smile again.
And in the same day, the world were shocked by MH17 has been attacked.

It's all happen in a short period. Everything happen in the same time.
That's what happening to me that I can story you. There are more but it's a big secret. 

Allahu, give me strengths.
Thanks for creating tears. I'd cried a lot and it help me release a little bit.

Wassalamualaikum w.b.t.